The thing called love

life drags along...

and we all seem pretty happy with that...

well,i should be studying at the moment,after a nice 3 week long vacation,which consisted of absolutely no studies at all,only a lot of fun with my favourite person!!!(ofcourse who else but dulal/benjamin... ;-) )
and thinking of that break,i started doing some thinking about a lot of things...screw studies,its not that important in the end...

so i was saying,why is it that people feel a certain thing for one person that is totally the most unbelieveable feeling ever?its like,being in eleventh heaven...there is supposedly 7 heavens,but i think eleventh is the best!

you love family,friends,pets,bla bla...but at one point,there comes along this person who is totally mindblowing to be with,and you realize:"god!my world revolves around him..."

well,i can say its very true for myself.though it took me more than a whole year and a half to realize what i feel.there are always insecurities or decision making problems revolving around "defining love"...but then,maybe its not always needed.just as long as its out there that you know what you feel,things should work.

having him around is always the best,online or in person(sadly i dont get that too much because of the distance...)...i mean,when we're together,everything else in the world stops making sense,or mattering at all...they become insignificant compared to the thoughts and feelings we have...

but then the difficulties of a relation are there as well,since its not a bed of roses,but we just need to understand and talk your way through them,and when thats done,everytime,we always came out better than before...

just the thought being: why on earth is it that this unbelieveably amount of (love they say) whatever you feel,for just one single soul(usually the most unexpected one),and not for any other random guy pasing your way...gives the feeling of being in eleventh heaven?

its like happiness flowing out of your fingertips...

and in the end,its all the small moments you have or had together that make up memories, which are definitely the best...irrespective of being good or bad times...

and maybe this all sounds too cheesy or mushy,but seriously,its how i see things...couldnt help writing it down...

durba"